The pain of the past to unlock the future

Reika just looked at him and said, "hurry and end my life....if you can." she said. she didn't have any family that would worry, "COME ON! CAN'T YOU DO IT!" she screamed at him.

Jeramey's hand were shaking but he pointed the gun to the men who walked into the house, "Put the damn gun down!" yelled one man.

Reika turned her head to them, "get the fuck out of my house" then she turned back to him, "DO IT NOW JERAMEY! DO IT THEN RUN!" She shouted at him, hoping it would frighten him and he would think about what he was doing

The man only backed away to the door, Jeramey's hands shook more as his eyes blurred with tears before dropping then gun and dropping to his knees.

Reika sat up and hugged Jeramey. "i knew you couldn't pull the trigger, your to good of a person to kil someone." she whispered

Jeramey's whole body was shaking, his mind felt num, he didn't know what to say...what was there to say?

Reika turned to the man at her door, "go the fuck away. now!" she ordered him then stood helping Jeramey up.

The man left and closed the door, Jeramey knew it was far from over though. He felt himself being helped to his feet but his legs felt wobbly underneath him, Jeramey's head was hung low. Even though he was worried about what she was going to do with him, inside, he felt a calming scene of relief.

"sit there i'll be right back i need to get a new shirt." she told him then walked to her room and came back with a long sleeved black shirt on

Jeramey felt sick to his stomach, not only from not eating at all for the pass 2 days but for what he did...he felt...guilty...and his master would be very mad at him once he returned...that is if he ever did.

"you must be hungry..." Reika said then walked into the kitchen which was right next to the dinning room, "how old are you kid?" she asked him as she pulled stuff out of cabnets

"16...and I am not hungry..." He said as he leaned forward a bit, he couldn't eat right now, if he did, he might throw up. (stress)

"well i am so deal with it. and your two years older than me. wow." she said as she began cooking pasta

Jeramey's stomach growled loudly, he held his gut as it did, "Your 14?"

Reika looked at him and nodded, "yeah? what of it?" she asked ashe she cooked

"N-nothing..." Jeramey said, his shaking slowly starting to stop.

"ok?" Reika replied. and finished cooking and got a plate, and putting some pasta on it returning to the dinning room and sat down

Jeramey stayed sitting in the living room area, he didn't want to eat anything, he wanted to leave now.

"you can go if you want to....." she said quietly. "i'm not going to make you stay....but i give you fair warning. if you try and kill me again one of my bullets will be the death of you. and i don't miss." she told him. truly she didn't want him to go cause she was lonely

When she was finished saying what she was saying, Jeramey bolted out. It wasn't that he didn't like her, it was that he was worried he was going to do something stupid.

reika sighed, "alone again...." she quietly ate alone

Jeramey was in a dead run, he only stopped when he ran into someone and when he looked up, he felt his heart stop...it was his master, "Jeramey, you have disappointed me yet again..." he said as he wrapped his fingers around Jeramey's throat then disappeared.

Reika walked out of her house to go buy some things she would need since she would be going back to Findlay soon

Someone was following her in the shadows, they were quiet and sill in the night air.

Reika walked quietly sometimes dancing as she did.